david -the boyfriend- wants to do a post graduate degree next year. basically meaning he doesn't want to move in with me like we had originally planned.
i'm not mad at him for wanting to do it, not at all. i am mad at him for constantly telling me he wanted to live with me and how good it was going to be and how excited he was about it. i'm mad at myself for believing him. i think deep down i always knew it was going to end wih me being dissapointed because well tbh this is vintage 'david'. i'm not sure if that's even true but it's how i'm feeling right now.
i've had a clear image in my head for the last six months of what was going to happen next year and now it's gone. everything just feels hazy and less defined.
it really sucks.
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